| FRIDAY, JUNE 3, 2005. THE NIGHT OF ELCO'S "GOODBYE TO YOU" DANCE. ME, MARVELENE AND KATRINE KICKED IT AT MAH HOUSE FOR A WHILE AFTER SCHOOL. JUST TRIPPEN OFF HOW TO GET FAT SEAN INTO THA DANCE FOR A WHILE (WHO BY THA WAY DIDN'T GET IN...I'M SORRY SEAN!!!). THEN OUR FAT ASSES GOT HUNGRY SO WE WALKED DOWN TO 7-11. GOT US SOME TAQUITOS, ROCKSTAR, GREEN TEA, AND GOT THE 5-FINGER-DISCOUNT ON SOME GUM. I'M JUST SLICK LIKE THAT HAHA...KIDDING. AND THEN WE WALKED BACK HOME AND WAITED FOR KENNETH. I DON'T KNOW WHY, BUT IT WAS SO FUCKING QUIET FOR A FEW MOMENTS. I GUESS CUHZ I WAS GHETTING SCREAMED AT. THEN WE STARTED TO DRINK...DIDN'T HAVE MUCH SO WE WEREN'T THAT FADED. THEY SAID I WAS GONE THO...HAHA ALL I REMEMBER WAS THEM HELLA LAUGHING AT ME. DON'T KNOW EXACTLY WHY, BUT OK! I JUSS REMEMBER KATRINE THROWING MAH STUFFED DORY AT MAH FACE REPEATEDLY. I HAVE TO SAY...I DIDN'T FEEL THAT FOR SHIT. (PAUSE...I'LL CONTINUE...LATER) |
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| DAMN, AT THA MOMENT (10:16 PM) I FEEL LONELY. I DON'T KNOW WHY. I'VE BEEN FINE. IT FEELS AS IF SOMETHING OR SOMEONE IS MISSING IN MY LIFE. SOMEONE TO HOLD HANDS WITH. SOMEONE TO TALK TO. SOMEONE TO HUG. SOMEONE TO KISS. SOMEONE TO CALL MINE? BUT I HAVE NOTHING. YEAH, OF COURSE I HAVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS, BUT THIS IS DIFFERENT. IT SUCKS, I THOUGHT I COULD SURVIVE...I THOUGHT WRONG... |
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| CONRAD JAMES POSADAS...i like that name  |
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| HOLEY MOLEY (I NEED TO STOP SAYING THAT). ONCE AGEN I'M STUCK HOME TODAY. AND TOMORROW!...WHILE MAH LIL BROTHERS ER AT THUR DANCE UNTIL 11. WUHT 'EM I DOING? STAYING HOME CLEANING! Y? BECAUSE MAH DAD SAYS HE HAS A LOTTA THINGS TO DO. I TOLD HIM THAT I WAS GHETTING MAH MOM A PRESENT FOR MOTHERS' DAY...AND HE GIVE ME A "GO ASK UR MOM"...YEAH, I'M SERIOUSLY GONNA ASK MAH MOM BOUT GHETTING HER PRESENT...BUHT I GHEZ I JUSS HAVE TO STICK TO MAKING HER A CARD. ...HAPPY EARLY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL THA MOM'S IN THIS WORLD...ESPECIALLY MINE!...I LOVE YOU MAMA CELESTE! |
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